Heard the saying Bi-polar cos of the song by Katie Perry but not really too sure what it is so have to do some research I think.
If bi-polar means jekyll & hyde then yes she most definately is!
The mood swings that I have to put up with lately are unbelievable, take last weekend as an example, she was off to spend the weekend at her mothers and on the saturday morning she was due to be picked up she bought me a coffee in bed (not done this for months), made me another coffee and bought it out to me in the garden whilst I was cleaning out the rabbit as she thought I might be cold and then sat down and had an amicable chat with me whilst waiting for her mother to turn up. Compare this then to the Sunday evening when she came home and she was very angry towards me and trying to provoke me and wind me up almost looking for a fight. This kind of thing happens all the time with her, I'll admit that before now I've probably got my hopes up a little when I think we're getting on and things are a little bit more "back to normal" only to have them dashed when she goes off on one again. Getting used to these mood swings now and I try not to read anything into them.
The mood swings are just aimed towards me either, although no where near as severe she snapping at our daughter a hell of a lot more as well. On a couple of occasions she's totally lost it with our daughter for no reason what so ever and really really upset her. One of these occasions occurred whilst I was staying at my parents and had not had any contact with my wife for over a week so how can she turn round and blame me for her mood.
As I said in one of my earlier posts I really don't know if she's still on the AD's - she tells me she's not but I just cant see the GP taking her off these after just 4 weeks, and as you say these things normally take a couple of months to kick in properly so I just cant see the GP doing this. I could go snooping through her handbag to try and find out but if she ever caught me or realised what I'd done she'd go absolutely ballistic and would probably beat the hell out of me again!
Another successful evening passed on my part: kept my cool, made small talk, asked if there was anything she needed when I went grocery shopping and generally acted happy and normal listening to music on you tube and pottering around on the web!
Just gotta hope the Villa win tomorrow night and then I'll definately be happy happy happy!
