WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 2

[confusedinpa]

Jennlynnb08

The biggest part I struggle with is the kids. If it wasn't for them, I would have let her go after I got past my 2 weeks of panic/begging/pleading/crying

I see the difference in how she now says we're friends (with one hitting on the other) vs before she couldn't stand to my sight. I guess its part of her dream of being friends so we co-parent nicely

I also see how she had grown further during weeks 3-4 like she was bidding her time. We are talking more each day. So its hard to say if I'm doing the right things or not

I do suspect that if I fight to delay the custody agreement, she will feel trapped and leave as soon as she gets it

I just hope I am doing the right thing

I appreciate your support and wish you the best in your situation