day 6. went ok. fight with D17 on phone laid it out. My way or the highway, she got tough but caved. Need to show I am in total control right now. I have decided to be alone, no physical or toherwise companionships. Not now anyway. Too much on my plate to try and balance that kinda side show.
Very busy at work and things around home will have me jumping all week. I am holding strong to my decision and seperation is gong ok, hurts like hell but its going ok. Seperation is my detachment. I love my wife still. This situation has no end in sight, but at least my feeling of seperation does. Need to get over the hump and I think I will be gone....Well, mentally anyway. I will keep posting my progress. Being very dark now, not just by no communication, but no thoughts either.
