"Here's what bugs me and why I think we are done....."
Just stop right there. The reason I tell you to stop.. is this is a thought.. that will do nothing but.. take you down. (Alone Time).
1st.. let me point out that most likely.. your perception of things.. is "incorrect". Otherwise.. you would not be posting "here". If you were a great mind reader and could see the future.. I am fairly confident you would not be posting "here". I used to tell people.. you are about to learn more about your S.. than you ever thought possible. It's true ya know.. and you may not like some of it. Some things will be A'ha moments.
"Why can't I talk to him without loosing my head?"
"He is such an ass."
OK.. look at those statements.
You loose your head.. because he is a ass.
He is a ass.. because you loose your head.
How can you "stop" it? What is the "simple" answer? What can you control?
"I'm really starting to hate this man I used to love so dearly."
This will come and go.
Focus on what YOU.. can do.
Forget.. what you "know" and try and look for new solutions for the situations you find yourself in. I cannot stress enough.. sleep, food, and GAL.. helps.. alot with this.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
