I began to realize that I would be searching for the wrong thing. I would be looking for a way to recapture what I had lost. I wanted to be the one for someone and to have that feeling of closeness.
See, this is where I struggle, as it may also mean you are actually healing and ready for new things !
I want that too, and to be honest I miss the intimacy greatly ! Not just talking and being together, but actually feeling close to someone, feeling attracted to someone, and feeling someone being attracted to ME !
Oh well, I guess you're right and we must keep on praying to be guided. Thanks so much for all the wonderful things you have to share ! I truly respect you greatly!
Love to you sweety !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
