Mike, don't get me wrong, i am not criticizing anybody here. What you feel is what you feel. I have no problem with that and actually I am happy that your life is good. I also think my life is good and hopefully will continue to get better. If I could just hook up with anice lady like you have, I should be ok :-) One last point, I should absolutelly despise my XW for her actions during the last couple of years. I can not erase the other 8 years or so and look at a blank sheet of paper. Does that mean that I still wonder what happened and hope we will get back together some day....NO!
