Lol GM, It the crack and the Heoin, I'm sure your local street dealer will be able to sort you out !!!!!
What is there to be worried about really when you think about it all properly. We've this big wonderful world were blessed with, we've got families and friends were blessed with !!! There are more good things and good people in this world and were here to enjoy our short time on it so I firmly intend to do that.
Trust me, I've no idea where I got all philisophical or anything, I was just always a really happy positive person til about 5 years ago and once I realised what I had become, done the self analysis and started looking at the positives, it started to all come through.
Booked my summer hols with the boys last night. yippeeeee....S6 almost wet himself when he knew, then again when he found I'd got him HSM3, then again when I rang and confirmed hols was booked !!! Really annoyed with STBX tho, picked boys up from the park and I mentioned the holiday Saturday which I was going to book once I'd moved money around, but she went and told S6 before I did !!! WTF, that was my surprise....To say I wasn't happy was an understatement. What if the rooms had all gone FFS !!! I said something when picking them up from the park and for the first time ever, I actually got an apology, couldn't believe and it was the one time I really didn't care for it as it spoilt my surprise.
Ah well, all sorted now, not dwelled on it !!!
All is still well in my poor, homeless world !! lol