I still have my ups and downs at times. I totally agree with you when it comes to the changes in us. The tests seem to never end, but that is what makes us stronger.
I am looking forward to the future. I have no idea what is in store, but that is actually exciting in a way. I have not lost hope in my marriage, it is out of my hands though. It's time to focus on the next leg of the journey and press forward.