True Love or True Fog? Part II - The Fertile Void

[Silver Fox]

Ok, since I completely shut down after my L called today and I can think of nothing else, I'm going to stay here awhile and vent.

What I want:

1. I want the OCD, ADHD, Catbitch freak out of my H's life
2. I want to move out of this house, closer to my job
3. I want H to move back here, pay all the bills, take care of OUR dogs, renovate, show, and sale the house all by himself
4. I want at least 70% of the sale of the house
5. I want permanent alimony for the pain and suffering caused by his abandonment and adultery
6. I want to wake up and find it's all been a terrible nightmare

And some other thoughts:

Last summer when we were still talking H stated "this is not about her" (very loudly I might add)

So can't I ask for MC to see what exactly it is about?

But then he also said, "OW and I fit, I can't imagine a future without her"

So it is about her, shouldn't I go ahead with the adultery charge?