first time on this site hoping for some good advice. my story is of decite and lies. i had an affair on my wife and it lasted for close to a year. it started back in late 07 untill early this year. i have severelly betrayed the one true love of my life. over the past year she has tried to forgive me and asked me to come back and i didnt cause i was so afraid of what the outcome may have been down the road. well december of this past year we signed the seperation papers and gone our seperate ways sort of speak. the whole time during the affair i had never stopped loving her but had a problem telling her that. together we have a daughter 5 who i love and cherish so much and cant belive ive done this to her. at this current moment im trying everything in my power to come home and be a loving father,and husband but she doesnt want anything doing with that.i know that i am the bad guy and that ive hurt her more than once.im currently seeking help to get myself better and show her that ive changed and love her till no end. if any one has advice for me it would greatly appreciated thank you
