It's Complicated! Part 4

[glamgirl]

Yes Upside I do understand the roller coaster that we are on. For me it is not so much looking to my h for happiness, but looking for him to complete the family.

It's like I want more for our lives and the kids than someone who comes over frequently, but doesn't make a committment to bring us to the next level.

I feel like I am dating a guy that just doesn't want to get M. If that makes sense. It's as if he is afraid to make that committment, but yet gave that committment when we wed.

At some point, dating isn't going to be good enough and I don't want to be too old to meet someone either. Don't get me wrong I want to work things out with my h, but come on now we need to move things along here.

Today, though I will also reflect on what I have to be grateful for. I know many would like to walk in our shoes, but these shoes aren't easy by any means either.