Hi glam- I understand about getting down. I seem to quickly swing from being very hopeful and almost content to extremely frustrated and on the verge of being done. Somedays I just keep telling myself I don't want to do this anymore...then I get some sign of movement from my H and it keeps me going a little longer. This weekend I felt like my H was so full of crap telling me that he wants to move forward in the M and then he makes very little effort to spend time with me...when he senses my frustration, he makes a little effort and the cycle starts again. It makes me want to scream. Your H is much more consistant than mine.
My post to you yesterday was as much for myself as it was for you. I need to remind myself that life is way too short to live it waiting on someone else to make make me complete. I need to be happy with me...most of the time I am successful but then periodically ideality creeps into my mind and sends me into a downward spiral. I need to figure out how to pull myself out of that downward spiral by remembering that I do have some much in my life for which to be grateful...however we all know that is sometimes easier said than done.
