Ok, she stayed the night on the couch. She is being too nice. She was out shopping while my daughter and I ate dinner. She called to ask if we wanted anything from dairy queen. I said no and she said are you sure? She brought me home a blizzard. She talked about me dating again this morning. I'm like why are you so for me dating. Is it that you want to date. She said no, she's not interested in that at all. Matter of fact, she's not even interested in sex at all. Something to do w/ her depression? Told me I was a catch and started giving me hints about how to act on a date, etc. I was like, I'm not interested in dating. I'm interested in you. She said give it time. She said she would still be in my life just not the way I wanted--great! She said is she would have gone on the deployment this probably would not have happened. I said what happened? She said it's just the experiences she's had since I've been gone. She said she's really just enjoyed not having to answer to anyone. She gave me the example of last night how she was gone for 3 hours shopping. She said you would have called 20 times before. I said I didn't call you once, I understand you need space and I'm giving it to you. She asked if we were going to pick up a washer and dryer that she ordered today. Get this, she ordered it, is paying for it but gonna leave it with me? Way too nice. Could she be telling the truth? That she just wants to be by herself? Or am I being played for a fool. I know it may take some time but I hope she wakes up one morning and realizes that she is making a big mistake. I really hope that she's not hiding something from me. I mean, these faults and problems that we have together could certainly be worked on. What possesses someone to just throw it all away to be alone? I'm going to take my daughter to see a movie today. I really wanted to come home and have a relaxing time with my wife though. It appears that things will never be the same...
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!