Another Wife Hit With the Bomb #10

[Tawnya]

Ok..so mostly my day stunk, but I had some good in person and online friends to help me thru!!

So, last night, as I went to bed I just started to cry, knowing that this was coming I guess..it didn't last too long, but still, it was a "good cry"..

When I left the house this a.m. I decided I was headed to church, got out of here, and hopped in my car, drove around the corner and just started BAWLING..really hit me hard, as I knew it would..but then I got myself together and went to church. I am SO glad I did, it was nice to have people that I knew just hugging me and saying "hey, good to see you" and just making small talk..I did tell a few people at church about what was going on and they were very sweet and supportive.

After church, one of my good friends, who has known for a while, had my daughter and I go with her and her 3 daughters to IHOP for lunch, which was fun, then my daughter and I went to Starbucks afterwards, talked for a bit, then hub texted and said he was done, so I headed home.

I was a bit sad this evening, thank you Amy for helping to cheer me up and keep me company, but I think I'm okay now

I was telling someone earlier that for a little while it felt almost as bad as when I found out about the "bomb" dropping, but thankfully the pain and sadness didn't last anywhere near as long..so that HAS to be progress And, as another good friend put it "you are still sucking and breathing out, so you are doing okay" LOLOL (thanks MC for that one!)

I had so many people calling me, texting me, alt universing me, and writing on the boards in the past few days to check on me that I just can't thank you guys enough for your kindness and support {{Hugs}}

Thanks for listening!

Tawnya