Standing on the Edge

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Thanks Msm, Kenn !! You know, it is hard to find people apart from this community who understand what we are struggling with.

Kenn, I don't mind if you vent at all. I call it empathising and being transparent. It helps to know others share the same struggles, but I am sorry for you and your D.

Msm, I'm going dark no doubt. So so so weird. She was really acting normal in a good way for past month and one half. I felt her getting closer. Then this crap.

Yeah, detach. And maybe date too.

Valentine's day must affect Was's who might have been thinking of reuniting. I imagine other people had similar experiences across this board.

I give my W kudos for 'owning' her behavior, but she still stinks. I think she needs some 'exorcise.'

How can you treat anyone the way she did me ? Especially me of all people ? I don't get it. I am beginning to wonder if she has some sort of disorder or something.

Kenn, aren't daughters just the greatest ? I grew up with brothers, but man, my girl is special. I had to be both father and mother to her for most of her life. Her mom has been more involved since she left the house. Emma said the other day when we were concerned about the whereabouts of her mom:

" Ohhhh, it would just be perfect if momma lived here and you were together !"

I sat down, pulled her close to me and told her how I felt the same way (minus the crazyness) and momma had to make up her own mind. That I knew she missed her and I did to. That we would pray for her.

That woman doesn't have any clue how I have covered for her but her stupid behavior is of such a magnitude that it does not go completely unnoticed, even by a 6yo.