Now this A stuff is starting to get to me. After reading all the emails I never realized how into sex my W was. My gosh. The graphic nature of what they did. I'm stunned. My W made a p0rn star look mild. OMG. I couldn't have dreamed of some of the stuff she did with OM. Its really grating me. I didn't need to read all of that. But I had to get proof. And of course, all of that came with it.

I'm wondering, do I tell her I know? Or wait for OM to make his decision tomorrow. I should know by whether the hotel plans are still on for next weekend. If they are, I send his W everything. It really hurts to look at my W and know she did all the things in the email with OM. Its actually freaking amazing. She says it was the best night of her life. I can see that it was based off everything the did. Wow. No wonder she wants more. Still, it grates me.

What to do.

Kevin


Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...