Thanks, I feel kind of weird in this situation, J has not stopped sending me TM's telling me what he was doing and how he played with his nephews etc... I feel a little guilty for not writing anything personal back, just reactions to what HE wrote.
He seems like a really nice guy, and he just sent me a TM saying he could talk to me for hours.... yikes...it's very very weird getting all this attention. Not sure how to handle it all.
H hasn't been on my mind so much the last few days, I noticed that when he came in to drop off the kids (ow was outside in the car waiting) he found me a bit scattered brained...usually I'm very 'there', but today, after the wine I was a bit tipsy...then I found myself in H's arm, as he kissed me goodbye on my cheek. It just all happened fast and H left.
I just feel strange...maybe it's good that this J-guy is leaving next week for about 7 to 8 weeks !
If ever I find someone, I realize NOW more than ever, how difficult it will be for the kids. I kept the J-guy a secret from the kids, didn't think they needed to know about him. I said someone came over to help me hang up the shelves. That's all.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
