Hi glam- I am glad that your D had a nice birthday and you had and nice Valentine's day with your H.
I know what you mean about not knowing where all of this is leading. I keep asking myself how long can this go on? We need to keep reminding ourselves that life is a journey (not a destination) and that there is happiness to be found all along the path we are on...we just need to acknowledge and appreciate our blessings. Life may not be perfect or anywhere close to how we planned it but there are still wonderful things all around us that can fulfill us. If we can focus on those things, maybe it won't matter so much if our H's are home or not. Afterall, if or when our H's do come home, life will still not be perfect and we will still need to look for and appreciate the positives.