Cinders, Yes, the feelings you had about the TMs are exactly how it starts out. It's the feeling of being wanted and someone is interested in you. Enjoy those feelings and have some fun along the way. You, by no means, are having a mlc!
Ladies, enjoy your day!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.