Another Wife Hit With the Bomb #10

[Tawnya]

{{{JD}}} and {{{Silva}}} yes it was so sweet..I can't even tell you! Had an opportunity for more sweetness tonight as I talked to a good friend of mine from my old church and was telling her about my sitch and she just talked about how I had sowed so much love and kindness and that I deserved such good things and just stuff like that..it was very sweet

SO..like V said on her thread, I had a lemons to lemonade kind of day myself..well more like a lemonade, sour lemons, to lemonade kind of day

Anyway..the sour lemons part was this evening when I got home, I went downstairs just to ask hub about sorting out some last things before tomorrow's move..and we got into a bunch of crummy stuff..nothing unusual, just crummy, and then at the end somehow we got ourselves out of it to the point where at one point I was crying, my hub was about to cry (which he just doesn't do), and he really said some nice things.

However, the coolest thing I think he could ever say was what he said to me. HE said "I have to say that I really am surprised at how well you have handled this whole thing. I really expected you to be clingy and freaked out (ala Carrie Underwood's Before He Cheats or something LOL) and that you haven't been like that AT ALL.." he was like "that has really surprised me how strong you've been" and I was like YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How I feel like I've been conducting myself (grace and dignity SMW!) actually shined thru that fog

Anyway..we ended even with some joking around and so..tomorrow will stink and my house being changed will stink, but I'm ok and will be better than OK quite soon I hope

Tawnya