I had a marriage in name only with my husband. Left him three years ago.During this time I have not heard a single word from him. I see him at our daughter's house almost every weekend. He doesn't speak to me.
I just filed for a divorce . It has been three months since I did. He has not said a single word to me about it.
A couple of weeks ago I had to ask him for money . He came and gave me the money and also fixed my tire.I invited him into my apartment when he dropped off my car keys to have a sandwich . He told me that he had his car running and had to go.
I sometimes want to have the marriage work but, a majority of the time I don't .After all this time of being alone I have lost some feelings. And, I feel that he lost feelings for me while I was still with him.
This is a man that touched me every four years and, only because I asked for it. Between that time there was no show of affection not even a hug.
Sometimes when I think of going back to him I think about the times I spent all by myself. I just can't go back to that.
I wonder have any of you had your spouse cut theirselves off from you even though there was no one else? He isn't having an affair. At least not a physical one. And, I don't know of any emotional ones.
I am also torn because I am a God fearing woman. And, I feel guilty sometimes because I feel that I don't have grounds for a divorce since I am not aware of any adultery.
If you read all of my posts in last three years you may say that I am going around in circles.
