WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 2

[confusedinpa]

It was a odd nite

She made a wonderful dinner for us for Vday and she even poured champagne. It was very nice dinner and I made sure she knew how much I appreciated it

We chatted a little after dinner

Then after the kids went to bed she was in full WAW mode. She said this was the part of Vday she was dreading - the time of nite we usually spent just for us since she dropped the divorce bomb on Jan 9th

I asked her if she wanted to talk. She said that's what she dreaded. So I said that it seems like she wants space so I went to the living room (she was in the family room) to read the 5 Languages of Love book she got me for Vday

I heard her head upstairs so I went back to the family room so I can listen to music while reading. She closed the bedroom door so it was just slightly ajar without saying a word

I want to be sad, I am a little, but in my heart I know the right thing is to give her the space she needs right now

I pissed her off last nite. I vow not to do it again. This Vday is hard on me but I know it is hard on her. I need to be strong