Well Vday is almost over.
No calls from the kids (they are with their dad this weekend).
No calls from friends (everyone has a valentine).

But I feel like I've turned a corner.

I'm ready to let go, and drop the rope completely.

I am worth so much more than he has given me all these
years. I deserve to be loved and cared for unconditionally!

I saw a quote in a post sig today, can't remember who's it was but it really touched me:

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."

So I'm going to smile and remember how much I have and how lucky I am to be able to live each and every day even if it's not how I imagined it would be.


Me36
H35
T18/M12
S10/D8
Speech 11/08
Sep:11/08
Poss EA 6/08
H filed D Papers 2/13/09
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