Well Vday is almost over. No calls from the kids (they are with their dad this weekend). No calls from friends (everyone has a valentine).
But I feel like I've turned a corner.
I'm ready to let go, and drop the rope completely.
I am worth so much more than he has given me all these years. I deserve to be loved and cared for unconditionally!
I saw a quote in a post sig today, can't remember who's it was but it really touched me:
"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."
So I'm going to smile and remember how much I have and how lucky I am to be able to live each and every day even if it's not how I imagined it would be.
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