Forgive AND forget?

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Last night I went for a therapy ride on my horse, and then decided that I'd go back to town rather than be home alone for the evening. I went to the Christian Bookstore, I love browsing bookstores. They were having open mic, so I enjoyed a cappucino and music. Crabby H was home when I got back and I got the silent treatment.

Today the discussion about repairing the clutch in the tractor turned into an R talk. Parts of the convo included me asking H if he has decided yet if he was still leaving or staying. He wouldn't say. He asked me if I wanted him to go? We did some more work.

Finally I asked H to come stand with me. I said I don't want you to leave but there's a but, I don't want us to stay the way we are, we have to change. You are smart and funny and handsome and witty and intelligent and I want it all.
H's response was his cousin told him that H's dads side of the family was all gifted and very smart.
He was going to walk away and I asked for a hug. H said why? I said why not? we hugged.

So, nothing really new. I've said those things other times.

H helped me get the manure pile spread. Now we're headed to town to get some supplies, and maybe we'll eat out tonight.