She is extremely cold and aloof most of the time. I can only assume that this is her defense mechanism. She was never this way in the past. She was always an extremely generous and caring person. No she's just angry and bitter most of the time. I think that she is suffering from depression, but if anyone recommends that she see someone she just states that she is miserable because of our failure of a marriage.
I'm confused by what you mean when you say "You also have to be prepared to be ok if she is gunshy too." I assume you mean that I need to be ready that she may insist on the divorce. I'm thinking that she does not want to consider my proposal. She received some money as a gift today and gave me half. I know it sounds trivial, but normally that money would just go into the bank account. It was like here's my half and here's yours. I dunno. Again, I panic and overthink things.
So far, nothing has been said about my proposal at all. I'm thinking that tomorrow I will leave the for her in the morning and then go to church.
