Having trouble sleeping. Moving on Sunday. Good and bad. Good, in that I have a place to go locally. Bad, in that I have allowed myself to sink this low. My new full-time job, once moved, is taking care of me; developing and demonstrating new productive habits daily in order to get back on my feet financially and emotionally.
2009 is going to be a great year; vastly different than the past 10 years. Why? Because I have the capacity to live my life differently and better and I am making the conscious decision to do so. I deserve better and I am going after better. I demand better of myself and I will be the most demanding 'boss' I have ever had. Yesterday was yesterday. I can't change yesterday. Sunday evening starts my new life with the new me.
Letting Go Tom; JUST DO IT! previously hopeful_husband
my A: Fall 05 W found out: Feb 06; separated immediately W pursued D, final 7/11/07
