Thank you so much for your response. It means alot to me that you shared that. It helps me it really does.
I want to say that your W is a fool to not see the wonderful man that you are and what you have done to improve over the last few months. You have not only improved yourself but you have a wonderful relationship with your kids and that bond is only getting stronger. Your kids will admire you and be very proud of you.
Believe me I understand the feeling of ALWAYS loving your spouse but the kids come first ALWAYS and I ADMIRE YOU for that. I don't know if my situation will ever move from the spot I am in now but I will love my H forever.
Keep up the good work and continue to pray either way. Like you said it is in Gods hands and only he knows what the plan is.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
HAPPY V-DAY my friend - keep in touch with me "K"
H-41 (alcoholic) Me-38 D-13 SD-10 T-6yrs M-4.75yrs Bomb-10/4/08 Moved in w/OW 11-13-08