Oh, I won't - OM is beneath even my consideration of that, to be honest!
I'm handing this over to God - I will not be consumed by this, I am doing so well.
It has been a blip in my control - something that I'm sure will happen again, but it is a lesson learned to recognize these moments and prepare myself for them.
Tawnya gave me this great quote: "she knows she's losing control with your going dark, she knew it would push your button, no matter how sweet and innocent she is acting like it is..and it is totally working..so now..she gets control back"
Well, she may have won a single evening, but no more!