Yep. Like I said I have made progress because I really did want to run up to the brides I would see and say that!! lol I didn't see the possibility of a happy ending.
I know I can do all the stuff I am doing because I have to. I did most everything when I was married too. I need to learn that guys (normal ones anyway) are okay being part of team and will work on the marriage and life with you. It doesn't have to be one person carrying the bulk of the load.
When I am ready, it will happen. I need to stop trying to convince myself that I am ready because I apparently am not.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory