Last contact I had with W was a 7 min phone call that she made, telling me about her mum. We had a 'general' chat after the news. When I said goodbye, I could have thought that seh wanted me to tell her something else (Like I Love you,,miss you etc etc) but that was some 10 days ago now. SO, I got it totally wrong.
Call it grasping at straws.
Keep your belief in YOU. The rest will follow. You may want to discard some of the 'hangers on' but it will be YOUR choice.
