H has officially filed. Please help me!!!!!

[MomInPain]

Well in my last thread I posted that H has filed.

I've done my 180's, been trying to have a PMA.

I'm doing everything possible and trying to follow the book.

on May 22, we go in front of the Judge. If there are no changes we will be done.

I am going to see an A next week to go over what H has put in the papers, he filed pro se.

He's covered everything, btw we are in Washington. Parenting plan spouse maint, and cs.

I signed just to show that I want to respect his wishes but I was first to speak up and tell him that although I am signing, this is in no way what I want for our marriage.

I spoken my piece, told him I love him and want him to be happy. He is just done and doesn't want to be married.

I fear there is no hope. I'm making all my changes, I've taken all of his complaints and changed them, Not just for him but for myself and my kids. I've taken ownership for my part in the fall out of our marriage. He takes nothing and will not try and work things out.

I still love him,
I still adore him,
I miss him,

Please help me!