Yeah, don't think anything. Don't try to read anything into what you are saw or heard. Perhaps it was just regret for how she has dropped the ball so badly with her D?
also..I would like to know if Carrie knows that you broke up with your Girlfriend?? and what is carries status with OM??
No Idea Mike....
My thoughts are not about us, just to be clear. My thoughts are about the amazing mother she used to be.
Remember y'all, Carrie hasn't communicated with Tawny since August 08 except for maybe 2 or 3 texts and 1 phone call that was a disaster.
I want my daughter to have a mom. I want her to have a female adult in her life. I want her to have the mom that I believed she would always have when I married this woman.
I could give a rats asss about whether Carrie has any thoughts about me, that boat has sailed. What I want is to see her get her act together. Get healthy and make better choices. I want to see her work for a relationship with Tawny.
My daughter deserves to be pursued by her mother. She deserves to know that no matter what is going on between them that ehr mother loves and adores her.
Do you have any idea how fricken hard it is every single night knowing that right now I am all Tawny has. Do you know how many times I sit and cry because I am fully aware that I cannot be everything my daughter needs.
The flash that I saw yesterday was not about me, what I saw was a mother who's eyes welled up with tears because inside she does love our daughter. I saw the first sign of emotion, real emotion, from this woman in regards to our child.
My heart hurt because I sat there wanting so bad to shake her and tell her to just reach out to her child. Tell Tawny that she loves her unconditionally and that Tawny is her priority in life. Tell our daughter she is sorry for what she did to her. For God's sakes Tawny deserves to know that she is loved by her own mother.
Every day that goes by where Carrie does not step up to the plate is another day that she loses with an amazing young lady. Every day is another day that my daughter does not have an amazing mother (because yes she is capable) in her life.
I'm rambling, but it has been on my mind all day and I am just sad and sick about it.
