WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 2

[confusedinpa]

She had woken up in slightly better spirits (it couldn't be any worse I guess).

She had started to stretch her back by sitting up and reaching for her toes. I asked if her back was bothering her. She said yes so I sat behind her and rubbed/massaged her back. Iasked if it felt good and she said yes it did. Afterwards, she laid on me (back to me) as I massaged her shoulders and arms.

Then one of us had to get up to get ready for work, so I told her I would get up first so she could sleep an extra 20 minutes. I gave her a kiss, which I knew crossed the line, as I could tell she wasn't ready for that. Oh well - still learning to control my own needs/impulses.

Anyway, before I left for work, she did come over and give me a hug. I don't think I made any moves to invite her, but I'm sure she just felt I wanted one. At least I didn't try to kiss her.

I'm still so confused as to the entire validation thing and am curious to others thoughts on how they think last nite went.