As I went dark I've noticed some concerning changes in me. More and more I question myself if after what she did to me, do I want my W to come back? Do I still want this M? I'm getting angry, frustrated and dissapointed with her actions. Is it a normal reaction? Is it part of the healing process, or am I going too far?
I do love her, but after being kicked in the b..tt so many times, my pride and hurt feelings are taking over... Just don't want to be humiliated any more.
