There won't be any money, we'll do good to break even. She is helping me with the house payments so I suspect she'll be happy that she won't have to do that anymore.

I can't wait until this weekend is over. I'm sure her and the OM have big plans (I did until she pulled this stunt again). I'm hoping next week I'll be back in the don't care mood again until D-day sometime in April.

I'm not ready to date, not with this much resentment anyway so I'm blowing off all the women I've been talking to online until the D is final. I hope by then I'll be in a better place mentally but I may still fly solo for a while.


Me:38
W:40
Bomb/EA 03/08
Recon twice
1/09 W files for D
Story