I think it's an ebb and flow thing. Today I was dying for male attention, a male companion.. not anything sexual.. just a man I could talk to, see, bump into. I keep telling myself I'm too 'green' right now, that this is the time to heal. Ugh.
One day at a time. Enjoy the moment. Wear sunscreen every day.
When and if it's right you'll realize it after it happens.
