Its the direction I am heading now. Tonite W got home and I did let her in cause the dog was hanging at the door so I knew someone was there. But Other than that, my answers were short and friendly and I took care of the kids and got them into bed and I didn't initiate any conversation.
Earlier I had sent an email again asking how her day was. But since she wants to be cold, I'm going to stop doing that. Just going dark and friendly.
My car is out of the shop so she really has no reason to talk to me in the morning now that I am not having to drive her to work. So Lets see what a new day and a new Kevin brings tomorrow.
I feel pretty good about myself tonite. I started trying to build a relationship with Jesus tonite while at the kids counseling appointment. And after I did, I just felt all better. Like a big worry had been lifted off of me. I still feel it.
I had been praying to God, but I hadn't really focus'd on my relationship with Jesus. Thats going to change now. I can get through anything with Jesus as long as I make him #1.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
