I have been busy and needing the break from my "crisis" and talking about it all the time... I have turned another chapter and I feel that this marriage is over ... don't get me wrong I love and miss my husband but I just feel in my heart that this is not going to get better...the door is cracked. But maybe I'm just really detaching, and feeling good about it. I can see a glimmer of light and hope that I'll be just fine without him.
H has the girls this weekend and his Mom is coming to town... I'm going to dinner with him and girls tomorrow and will probably see his Mom Sunday for lunch or church (she hasn't been up since my youngest baptism at 3months old) ... I've just decided that I don't want to be without my girls all weekend when it is not my weekend so I asked if H was ok with us getting together at some point and he said yes.
No D filed yet but I'm sure he will this month.... good news is OW must not be pushing him for D...
I will stop by this weekend and check on everyone else... hope all is well.
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
