Not cleaning the house while you are gone is not necessarily a sign of not caring. It can also be a sign of being overwhelmed. I couldn't stand the dirty house, but I was perfectly happy to let the kids eat chicken nuggets, pizza, mac&cheese, or hot dogs every night. Not healthy, but it's what I did.
John, I will check up on you and your stitch from time to time, but I am going to try to check out of here for a few days. Today was bad. And it's not gonna get any better anytime soon. And I'm tired of caring. I'm burned out. He claims he is disillusioned with marriage in general. Okay. Whatever. Says he is going to start working on the paperwork for D. Whatever. I cried til I have nothing left.
Everyone knows that the As were NOT reflective of me. I am not an irresponsible person. I pay my bills on time. I am an honest person except when it came to the As. But I suppose that is hard to recognize. He can stay wrapped up in it if he wants. But I need out and he is not going to drag me back down that tunnel.
Eglin. My professor just moved there. I'm not sure if she is teaching at the ed center on base or what. She was so excited to be moving to the beach and I don't blame her. Something about the water. I jokingly told her to kiss her stuff when she got there and was unpacking. "Why?" "You know, kiss it goodbye!, for the next hurricane!" She laughed. That is what I like about Fairhope/Point Clear. It is up in the bay in Alabama. Which doesn't protect it a bit I know, but still. It's not a complete and total direct hit like Gulf Shores would be.
Good luck, bubba, and I will keep checking on you.
Melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
