I've been in contact with beej. Kat, I'm just gonna use the email I sent to you today to update.
"A lot has happened recently. I've been emailing Beej because she saw something I put on FB.
Long story short(I always say that, don't I?) I flipped my Explorer upsidedown Saturday night, or shall I say Sunday morning. 5am, going too fast, my mind not too clear(uh huh, I wonder why?). Ambulance, ER, CTscan. Literally, not a scratch on me. GBG picks me up(first one I thought of) and she takes me to spend the night at her place.
On the way to her place, we had a talk. She said she thinks she made the right decision, OM IS helping her out a lot financially and that he says he loves her. We talked for a while.
Come to find out later, she had rented "Fireproof" the night before but didnt watch it, so as it turned out, by chance, that we started to watch it together that evening. Only problem is she fell asleep almost half way through. Not sure if she ended up watching it all. The next day, got kids going to school, made them breakfast, made GBG lunch and I took her to work and kept her car and did some running around. We all had dinner that Monday night at her place(which I made) and then my sister picked me up and has been staying with me so that we can carpool.
Hopefully will have a check from ins by next week. Questioning a lot of things right now. She called me Tuesday to see if I needed a ride or anything. We've talked a little everyday about normal stuff, like we usually do. She kept the kids this week, until I get situated with a car.
Today she forwarded me a cute email and I responded back of course. She just responded to me again while writing to you.
So thats what going on with me lately.
You?
I plan on sending her a long email Friday night for Valentine/Anniversay. How I feel about her but also how I feel about our sitch. Beej seemed to like it."
Started the day off with and email that she had forwared to me. It was titled Screen cleaner. It was a video shot of a puppy licking the computer screen from the inside of your computer.
I responded by telling her,
"I told you I get my emails sent to my cell phone. I thought I felt something sloppy in my pants pocket :)"
She sent back, "I dont get it, I dont want to get it" She also talke about getting a loaner car and that she was late going into work. She had taken D7 to give a urine sample but she couldnt go while at the office. They had tried water running and everything.
I sent back, "The puppy....cell phone in my pocket....nevermind." I told her that I wished I could be helping, that I felt helpless because I'm having to rely on my sister to get around with her car, sorry that she was taking on extra load with the kids. I told her how bad I felt. I also told her that I couldn't believe that I survived my second flipping of a vehicle with out a scratch. That I must be here for some purpose.
She sent back that there was no extra load. She loves her kids and its her job, anyway. She scolded me that I should have spent the night where I was or had a designated driver and that I was lucky that I wasn't badly hurt. She told me to not feel bad, things happen.
I sent her back, "Well, thanks for the email. I did need it today. I miss the kids."
The email she sent to me while I was writing to kat said that I could borrow her car on Friday so that I could get to work on Saturday and then to get the girls around for the weekend.
I emailed her back that I didn't want to leave her without her car and then have to be dependent on someone else to get around. I told her that my sister was going to lend me her car for the weekend and thanked her for her offer, though. I then asked her to talk to D11, whose Bday is Sunday, about going out to eat together at a Olive Garden like she wanted.
What a crazy last seven days.
I'll get back on track.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
