I already have it bookmarked from a long time ago (I think S&A suggested my looking into it) and I did look at it. I promise I will look into again, but more deeply this time.
I am not throwing this away, I do want to make it work... It's just don't know what else I can do right now.
Cinco
I am holding you to your promise. The underlined part is why I suggest going there. There is a whole *small* community over there that will help you. I know you are busy but promise to check it out. You will be glad you did. I will see you there soon. I know your M is so important to you. You are very important to *me* CINCO. *YOU* WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS READY TO GIVE UP AND NOT SEE MY H AS HUMAN. I will never forget that. I remember your first post. I was ready to crucify you, you sounded like hubby. Underneath it all ? You are/were just hurting pretty bad. C you there~