I will respond to the things that you have said, I am just running out of time today (ton of paperwork that I have to have ready in the morning). It may be tomorrow before I can answer. Thanks for giving me the tough answers that I need.
I just want to say that was mostly a rant and things have been better for us lately. I just keep waiting for a tiny bit of a sign of her joining me and I don't see it from her. I try to let go and just let her be herself... it's not an easy thing to do.
I'm sure I would feel better if I could find work. It just doesn't instill self-confidence to be unemployed for 5 months now. It really sucks.
