It is still so difficult for me to know that H is with somebody else. I still miss the old H and him being so loving and funny. But as you said I need to stop being sad and hold my head up high.
This week-end I will probably meet another guy I got to know on the Internet. I still cannot imagine ever having a R again but I would like to have a male friend. He seems to have quite a good sense of humour and who knows, he might be nice as well.
The other guy I met last week-end didn't contacted me again so far, but I don't really mind. I wouldn't miss him!!!! The problem is and always was that I compare everybody to my H. I know I need to give that up but it is just so difficult.
