Cinco please read my post to Lucky yesterday about the place to go that has loads of books to read. You posted right after me. The front page has a plant on it. Look around and sign up. I have wanted to tell you about it for some time now. I do believe you need to go there and get help. I really feel it is do or die right now with you and you need more help and other POVs like S&A to get you to where you need to be.
I care to much about you ( and your Wife ) to see you throw this away.I would hate to see you throw away your M . Please go there... I won't take no for an answer.
Do it for me. Gracias~ Alicia