S&A writes::: Will any improvement ever be enough? Do you resent the fact that this is effort. Would you rather she was "easier"? I wonder if fear is holding you back?
???? ~WOW~!~!~????~~~
Great post S&A~ I was hoping you would post to Cinco~ when I was posting back. I can't pull him thru this funk I thought to myself but you can!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTG~
Wow I summoned you with my thoughts...
I also resented the fact that I had to make so much effort,,, why coukd not hubby just love me for me?
I know hubby resented me. IT HURT SO MUCH. When I would try he would have so much resentment and he even admitted when I have had "him" in my mouth? he was still resenting me. I knew this and it hurt... it was far better not to try.... my heart was safer.
