{{{LE}}} thanks for posting that and being honest about it..I think that is a great step toward you getting out of the anger stage, being willing to "fess up" to it.

I hate so much that you are in that stage, but you are, of course, totally allowed to be angry..of COURSE you are angry..I told my daughter the other day my hub is just fortunate that I don't subscribe to the Carrie Underwood philosophy, you know the "carving my name into his leather seats, knocking out the headlights in his car..etc" LOLOL..it kinda sounded tempting tho LOL \:\)

It IS scary isn't it to be "stepping off the ledge" into the unknown..reminds me of that Indiana Jones movie (I think the 2nd one..I don't remember) where he has to step off the ledge onto totally NOTHING it seems..but really there were steps/rocks there that couldn't be seen from that angle..

You are such a GOOD and caring and kind man and you deserve happiness, which is really my reason for wanting you to let go of the anger..but in your own time my friend!

Tawnya


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