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Right now having a bit of a hard time. Sometimes I can't get the swirling thoughts out of my head. Mostly sadness when it hits. I love my W and want to keep my family together. I know it's not my choice and I have absolutely no control, but knowing this doesn't make it easier.


I understand that. Right about when I was feeling like that someone would mention - "patience." It's hard to let things happen instead of us trying to force destiny and make it happen, like we really have any control.

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I keep having to let go, over and over again. Sometimes it's easier than others.

Instead of letting go just stop pulling. Save some of that energy for positive actions that will bear fruit.

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I think there's some fear of the unknown mixed in there too. It's funny but if I knew for certain what the future held, it seems the adjustment would be soooo much easier. You got a crystal ball?


Fear immobilises us, makes us make poor decisions and robs us of giving. Love is the antidote for fear so start by loving yourself. We love you brother, keep plugging.

Cheers
Coach

ps Peace be with you.


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.