Carlos, Have you read the "Meaning of Life" by Victor Frankl? One of the key concepts was having something to dream of in the future to keep going, Frankl used to visualise giving lectures of his experience in the concentration camps. All the "lessons" we have learned here make us better teachers. I view my experiences the past year as a gift, something that has touched, changed and grown me as a man. Imagine how you can use your new wisdom going forward.
Cheers
Coach
ps Do you mind if I start a "wishing tree" in the park across the street from my house?


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Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.