Thanks Amy, I didn't sleep well, its like it started all over again. It was the first time I told her anything remotely like that and its the first time I ever let that out. I will keep the word in my head. Am i in the right passage, "Trust ye not a brother....."
Her last text to me was that she won't turn in the car, she'll sell it, I won't do that to you. That's it. I won't hear or see her until my grandsons Bday in April. church doors were locked last night, I wanted to sit there for a while, clear my head after that "battle". Dream last night was brutally violent with me just shooting people, I was in an airport and people were chasing me and i was shooting people and hiding.....Woke me up, vicious nightmare...I prayed last night that we might just stay in the pasture for a while, He wants to keep walking, no rest yet....
