Why would you want to know? I wrestle with this too. Mostly because I want the truth. It's my new "thing", I guess. I'm sick and tired of the lying from my own A. I HATE that I did that. So brutal honesty is my new thing. I would rather know and deal with the truth than with what my own mind can create. Because the truth is prolly NOT as bad as what I can create in my own mind.
She's gonna realize what she left behind. It may take her time. It will prolly take her more than a week. Okay, implementation of Murphy's Law. About the time you realize you don't miss her anymore, she'll be back, upsetting your apple cart again. DAW, anyway.
((((John))))
Melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."